What grieves Jesus more - that we sin, or that we try to cover our sin, make light of it, and even delight in it? How can we have true contrition if we are not convinced we have sinned?
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"Father, if you are willing, take this cup from me; yet not my will, but yours be done." An angel from heaven appeared to him and strengthened him. And being in anguish, he prayed more earnestly, and his sweat was like drops of blood falling to the ground. Luke 22:42-44
The fruit of the mystery is true contrition for our sins.
True contrition. Before we can have true contrition, we have to first truly understand that we have sinned.
Our self-obsessed, "enlightened" society has declared sin an archaic, prohibitive concept whose time is over. Moral restrictions, clearly defined standards of right and wrong, and consequences for violations are all antiquated notions wrongly imposed on people of free will, says the modern mind.
To dare to suggest that Someone outside ourselves, higher than ourselves has the authority to define right and wrong, good and evil, and then establish the just punishment for wrongdoing, well, that's downright blasphemous in this age of moral relativism.
How can we be truly sorry if we're not convinced we've done wrong? Okay, maybe we can admit that we've sinned, but we haven't done anything truly terrible, so it's not really that bad. It can't be that big a deal.
Take another look at that scene in the Garden. Jesus was in so much anguish that He sweat blood as He prayed! He asked God if there was some other way to accomplish the plan, so it's obvious this problem of sin is a very big deal, indeed. The torture He was about to suffer wasn't due to something small or trivial.
But I can't help wondering what grieves Him more - that we sin, or that we try to cover our sin, make light of it, and even delight in it?
Is it the arrogance that inhabits our sins and causes us to deny that we haven't just broken a rule or made a little mistake - we have sinned against a perfect and just God who also happens to love us beyond our comprehension?! Our sin is aggravated by prideful indifference. Insult is added to injury.
Why? Because it is scary as all hell, literally, to fully grasp the gravity of our own sin and the consequences of it, and were it not for the Cross and the unspeakable love of the Father, none of us could bear it. Contrition that begins out of fear of punishment is a good enough place to start, but God isn't satisfied with leaving us there. He wants to overwhelm us with His love; that crazy, illogical, tireless love that took our hideous sin upon His perfect Self and paid our penalty for us.
We no longer have anything to fear. Now we are free to be repentant out of sorrow, not terror or despair. We can face our wretched condition and own up to our sins honestly, because what awaits us is forgiveness, not wrath. Once that reality takes root in our hearts, then gratitude inspires us, humility enables us, and love compels us to true contrition.
"Blessed is he who transgressions are forgiven, whose sins are covered. Blessed is the man whose sin the Lord does not count against him and in whose spirit is no deceit. When I kept silent, my bones wasted away through my groaning all day long. For day and night your hand was heavy upon me; my strength was sapped as in the heat of summer. Then I acknowledged my sin to you and did not cover up my iniquity. I said, "I will confess my transgressions to the Lord" and you forgave the guilt of my sin." Psalm 32:1-5
"Have mercy on me, O God, according to your unfailing love; according to your great compassion blot out my transgressions. Wash away all my iniquity and cleanse me from my sin. For I know my transgressions, and my sin is always before me. Against you, you only, have I sinned and done what is evil in your sight, so that you are proved right when you speak and justified when you judge.Cleanse me with hyssop, and I will be clean; wash me and I will be whiter than snow." Psalm 51:1-4, 7
Jennifer Hartline is a grateful Catholic, a proud Army wife and homeschooling mother of four children. She is a contributing writer for Catholic Online. Visit her online at Wake Up, Deborah!
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